Monthly Archives: April 2013

Revelations

Its 3 days after my first meeting with the Gateway Ladies and I am feeling Liberated..I have finally lifted the lid off a jar of emotion that was stuck in the back of the cupboard and had started to rust. … Continue reading

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A (S)permanent Love

When we’ ve had problems with fertility. Do we over idealise the psychological scenario for our child to come even more than women who don’t. I have a very good friend, I met 7 years ago while living abroad.We’ve supported … Continue reading

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The Water

Water is a big percentage of our physical make up. I cry watery tears, I secrete water. I drink water and I bathe in it,  a baby grows in water. Water is the expression of life and nothing passes without us … Continue reading

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Privacy,the Pain of Exposure

Next week I am attending a talk in London by Jody Day, of Gateway Women, the amazing support group I have just joined, online. A group founded by Jody, for women childless by their circumstances, be they medical or any … Continue reading

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Grief

Since I joined the Women’s forum 2 days ago, I have found a sea of grief from the circumstantial childless and infertile. The silent waves crash in and out, over a current of anger,fear and despair. I knew I wasn’t … Continue reading

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The Last Period Drama.

Ta DaH!!!…..My last ever period has arrived, today..on April 1st 2013…..April fools day! I am 46 years old. In 29 days, I will be in Hospital for a nearly Full Abdominal Hysterectomy.Hopefully they’ll leave my ovaries so I will not … Continue reading

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